Mandy Sanderson is turning thirty and has everything going for her - dark ebony hair and flashing black eyes - yet, so far, true love has eluded her. Then, on the night of her birthday party, surrounded by friends she adores, Cupid strikes as Mandy and the Jake Chaplin lock eyes across the restaurant and fall for one another in an instant.
From a troubled childhood in poor circumstances, early attempts at pop stardom, to her big break in Eastenders , and the surprising story of how Martine McCutcheon finally came to leave the series for a singing career, this is the autobiography of one of the best-loved performers in Britain toda